FOR MY KIDS

Inspired by my kids, this one is for them.

Every day I am able to watch you grow and become who you are. I love that I have not missed much in any of your lives so far. The times you all started to smile. Make funny noises. Crawl, walk, and talk. Your first words. First days of school. Mommy remembers it all!! 

I love to watch you laugh, dance, sing, be goofy, and play. Makes my day when I know you all are happy and safe.

You all are very inspiring to me. 

Things are tough, and are not always what we want them to be. Mommy and Daddy are trying their hardest to make sure you have the best life. 

You all have made me what I am today. I am not the person I want to be, but I am FAR for the person I was. All because of you, all three of you!! I am a better person then I was, before you guys came into my life. 

You think mommy is mean, but hopefully when you are older, you will look back and think that I wasn't that bad. I truly do things to make you think, for yourself. Help you out in the long run. So you are the best people you all can be, and that mommy knows you are.  

I love you all with all my heart and nothing would ever change that. I can not wait til I see each of you grow in to teens, adults, wives and husband, mothers and father.

Watch you graduate high school, collage and eventually start your own lives. Away from us.

I cherish every single moment we have together. And can't wait for more memories to be made.

I know I can be a pain in the ass with you, but rest a sure I do it for your own good. I want the very BEST for you and will fight with everything I have so that you all can have it!!

ALWAYS remember: Mom and Dad love you with all their hearts and will do whatever it takes to give you guys what you NEED!! (and want, on occasion :)) 

I love you guys more then words could ever cover. 

Love Always & Forever + 2 days,

Mom and Dad

Getting to know me

This is the one and only, ME

Hi, I am Heidi. I am 28 years old, I have been married almost 11 years now. We have 3 BEAUTIFUL children. I run a page on Facebook called, I'm a Bitch, and Proud Of It. I am a stay at home mom. I love every minute of it. I do struggle with my kids as they are getting older and REALLY wanting to be defiant with me. My oldest is 9(almost 10, boy), middle 7 (girl) and my youngest is 2. Even with all the struggles right now, I am so proud to be their mother!! They make my days worth everything. They have taught me to be stronger, more outgoing, more caring, more responsible, and most of all they have taught me to love more :) Like I said they are my world, MY LIFE. 

My favorite color: Purple

My favorite food : Anything Chicken. There is so many ways for it to be cooked, to me it never would get old. (my husband don't like chicken much, so I only cook it every once in a while.)

My favorite book: The Hunger Games

My favorite music: Mostly Rap, R&B, Country, Rock, 80's I am not to picky

Something not many people know about me: I have an OCD with ODD numbers. I HATE them, lol. The radio and t.v. have to be on even numbers with the volume, the amount of corn on my spoon when I eat it, has to be an even number. CRAZY, I know, but that is a part of me.

Things I like to do

I love to be outside. Playing with my kids, fishing, camping, volleyball, photography, scrap booking,  and the list goes on. I love to cook. I am married to a Hispanic, so Mexican food is often on the table :) Home made tortilla are the best!! 

I love to go golfing with my husband and kids. My son is really into it like his dad. We try to go several times a year. I want to start doing it this year. My middle daughter wants to start playing as well. I think it will be GREAT family time for all of us to be on the course together :) 

I enjoy being with family. Mom, Dad, Grandma, Cousins, My husbands family. ALL of them. He has a big family. His Mom, Dad, 4 brothers and 3 sisters and all of them are married with at least on kid :) And great grand babies for his mom and dad as well :) Like I said his family is BIG!! 

I think that about covers most of me. So I am going to call this first blog done!! Let me know what you think and if I should continue or quit while I am head. LOL. 

To those of you that will be from my Facebook page, take it easy with the photo, PLEASE. If you don't like it, fine, but please no harsh comments, and by the way before anyone points it out to me, my eyebrow is fucked up in this photo. Oh well shit happens when you are in a hurry and don't pay much attention to details. :) That's me sometimes!! At least I can laugh about it :)